Christina Barrett: 05/17/12

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Well, I ate.

I might stay up and watch TV or may sleep tonight.

I might go eat now.

If I feel up to it, I may jog, too. I might take a shower and check in by around 1 P.M. Not sure.

So, I might sleep more, not sure when. I have to go somewhere tomorrow around 3 P.M. I am going to bed when I get home. I'll be gone all day Saturday. I might go to bed earlier. Sunday, it's my birthday, so I'll be celebrating but probably still on the computer a significant amount. We'll see.

I told my grandma I might not talk this weekend, but she may call me on my birthday. I know I wanted to celebrate Mother's Day for my mom so didn't call then since I don't have to. I probably will next year. I kinda wanted to call her on my birthday, but I'm not sure how I'll feel after a busy weekend. Not sure, but just in case, since the situation seems suspicious, I told her. She'll call me, anyway. :/

2 New Photos of Me

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Sleeping

I'll probably sleep through the afternoon and maybe evening or some of it.

So, this might be good night.

Lesson Learned

Take time for yourself? and don't listen to other people. Even if you trust them. Even if it seems the rules are changed? Some things stay the same.

Now, I don't know if that's because I moved in 1998.

,:(

Bare Facts

Essentially, if you're the one who's been earnestly signaled to do things to do with the person signaling, other people are feeding off what happened to you for doing it and never were tested like that. How can anyone be that convincing? I wonder if that's why a lot of people have quit doing what they used to do that was like out of the box. I miss those days, 1997 and 1998.

Figuring out Misunderstandings

People act like it's a big deal if I have a common misunderstanding. They do it in a way that makes it seem like it's my fault, but, in the end, I figure it out.

Missing the Point

I guess people are totally missing the point. They think of what I did in the right way and act like it's worthless, even if it's unimportant.

Tonight

Okay, I'll be messing around. You know where to find me.

I edited my last post.

Another Big Thing

It seems like another big thing to respect others, like find some way to look up to them if you find some of their intelligence appealing.

It does seem like a big thing...

...not to listen to what other people are trying to say, even if I trust them.

Naughty Naughty

So, the "n" word thing only matters if the kid who the parents wanted me to call the "n" word to get it out even though that's not why I did it but because I thought they thought we should start using the word about me ... only matters if the kid knows and the kid knows because the parents are acting weak? I deleted it and wish I didn't say it. The dad is from L.A., and the mom is from England but part French and other things from her mom. I kinda had a feeling they would do something like that, relay the message.

I am glad, though, my dad decided to tell me they thought I was literally "retarded" or something in kindergarten, but he told me when I was like 15 or possibly older. I guess he fit it in, somehow. I guess the parents of the kid I'm talking about really did want me to do it, though, though in a way I think the mother made the message more crystal clear just to be sure I didn't decide to. I mean, she must have known the father might have been the one who made it so that someone who I guessed was him because I'd found an account with his name and stuff would keep cursing at me about my race over and over like it was okay and then I felt this issue.

Doing Some Stuff in Between Sometimes

I guess there's more to watch of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online.

@TheEllenShow - Chris Matthews

I like his show a lot. I see he also has roots in Pennsylvania and is Irish. For some reason, I was told I was very Irish.

I really like when someone on the show said, "Will the real Mitt Romney please stand up?" That's like the song that goes, "Will the real Slim Shady please stand up, please stand up, please stand up?" It must be fun to keep up with that stuff so that you remember it at a time like that. 8o

I guess he was on twice.

There was her showing him making her fall dancing the day after the 1st visit and the day before the 2nd. I know about him because my dad watches him like every day. I tried watching it, but I'm always doing something else.

TV

I'm going back and watching Chris Matthews on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" online. He was on it more than once, maybe 3 times. She posted about him on Twitter. It doesn't look like he was on, recently.

@TheEllenShow @SteveCarell - Good at Charades

Aw-hah. He's better than me. I don't think I'd be very good at that game, though I've played before. I don't remember what I did. D8 I couldn't even understand the thing you're supposed to make the gestures with!

@TheEllenShow - Make Your Day

E-mail this person: http://www.365daysofcoaching.com/resource_articles/celebration-declareday.htm Just click on the link at the bottom and then find her e-mail at the bottom of the next page.

National Sea Monkey Day D8! I got put in the mental hospital when I was about to buy some. So, I didn't get any.

You should make your day your birthday! I wonder how you are gonna go about picking what day to have.

TV

I guess my brother's watching about Steve Jobs and before robots. LOL, a robot in jail said, "I did not murder him!" to an African-American guy.