Friday, May 18, 2012

New Photos of Me

I'm waiting until I have enough money to get Photobucket Pro since I upload so many pictures.

Flickr

or

Photobucket

Napping and Going

I'll be back Sunday, maybe the early A.M. hours, like 1:00 or 2:00 A.M.

I'm not that tired.

I slept a lot in the past 2 days.

I might go to sleep soon.

Remember, I am gonna leave this afternoon until late tomorrow night.  I'm not sure if I'll have idle time this afternoon.

I came back to reality

to live life and hope to be able to function at the same time as seeing the spectacular, for myself.  I think it's always right to do what's right.  Magic can take care of itself.  I always had this feeling I shouldn't be somewhere, though.  Like, I had to come home from college, for a long time, to catch up on sleep.  It's been 6 years, though.  Somehow, I'm improving greatly.

"Follow the Yellow Brick Road"

If you do what you're supposed to, you won't really be admitting unnecessary things.  You'll discover magic!  There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

This Is Just the Beginning | How I Got to the Top in Life

If people did what they were supposed to, they would create or find another form of life, see magic seeping in and out somehow to how much they can accept it and still live feeling like a normal person or not.  It's complicated to do what you're supposed to and can take time, apparently.  I'm not admitting things that should not be admitted when I try to exemplify being cool!  It might not be perfect.  It might be.  It's something that seeps in and out, as well.  Supposedly, there's something called "practice."  If you like something, you can do it over and over.  Sure, details are important.  Those things lead up to comfort.  I guess I somehow blasted myself off this planet because of racial impossibility|discomfort.

Funny Implications

Why would someone imply that another person cares ... cares about being good?  That's the 1st step, overcoming that obstacle.

1 New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

I found one. }:D

A Christmas song.

I was listening to AOL Radio

and to classical Christmas music and was inspired to sing, but I guess I've lost my voice.  I can sing, but it's not interesting.

3 New Photos of Me

Flickr

My First and Last Singing Videos

were pretty boring.

1 New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

1 New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

1 New Video of Me Singing

YouTube

1 New Video of Me Singing

This one has saving grace.

YouTube

I tried to sing "O Holy Night" ...

... but the recording didn't turn out so good.

Singing

I'm singing.

Hamburger With Spices

I feel so much better, like my head it feels warm and calm and stimulated, after having a hamburger with spices.  I get these thin buns, in wheat or grain.  They even sell them as Goldfish, but we were shopping somewhere else.  I'll have to look for the Goldfish ones next time.

Food

I'm cooking 2 hot dogs.  They have a lot of fat.  Good thing I'm not eating more than 2.  I have them with bread, usually wheat|grain buns.  I don't eat white bread.  I would, like at a restaurant.

1 New Video of Me Talking

YouTube

4 New Photos of Me

Flickr

I guess I'll take some pictures of myself.

I have to put on my makeup, 1st.

Time to Watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

It's awfully late.  I wonder when I will watch another TV show.  Well, I need sleep for today and tomorrow and some the next day.

2 New IMDb Profiles

http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33790337/boards/profile
http://www.imdb.com/user/ur33791337/boards/profile

My Mom

She's from the equator!

People from the Northeast

I hear people there are both nice and cranky.  You know, the cranky people from up north.

The North

For some reason, I feel I connect there.  To me, there are bad things about the north, but I've treated the south like life's playground.

I suppose, it must be different for people with parents from there in the earlier 1900s.  I feel as though I'm not really from there, in a way.  I've been staying home and just seeing my parents, who are not from the south.

I always wanted to live up north because I thought it was more goody good.  I dunno, though, it seems racist.  Still, if you like traditional chilly winters and crystal clear flowing streams, that must be a nice place to be.

Issues

So, it's settled, then, I'm from the south and went up north for college a little and regularly visited my relatives from up north.  I was feeling off because of celebrities I found and people I've known probably who moved somewhere else when they were young.  I think it makes a difference if you are born somewhere aside from where your parents are from.  I never had that feeling of growing up like my parents.  It seems others are more ingrained in their parents's heritage.  I think the 1st few years of life are pretty formidable.  I had a different experience than I would have otherwise.  I did move within the same area under the age of 5.  It made a difference.  I guess I can identify with others who also grew up mostly in a place other than their parents are from.  Anyway, when you move somewhere it totally knocks you out.  So, I'm considered fully from the south with ancestral heritage up north.

I think my voice just died.

:p