@TheEllenShow @SteveCarell - Good at Charades

Aw-hah.  He's better than me.  I don't think I'd be very good at that game, though I've played before.  I don't remember what I did.  D8  I couldn't even understand the thing you're supposed to make the gestures with!

@TheEllenShow - Make Your Day

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National Sea Monkey Day D8!  I got put in the mental hospital when I was about to buy some.  So, I didn't get any.

You should make your day your birthday!  I wonder how you are gonna go about picking what day to have.

TV

I guess my brother's watching about Steve Jobs and before robots.  LOL, a robot in jail said, "I did not murder him!" to an African-American guy.

I guess I'm gonna iron, 1st.

So, then, I'll watch TV and then be back and then take a shower.  I'll be back again and do stuff, like post on IMDb and probably sing and record me talking some, a little in the bathroom where it's easy to see me instead of in my room or for a long time.

Tonight

After I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I think I'm gonna make a hamburger, too.  I was thinking of something else but forget. I have ironing to do.  I may stay up and post on IMDb.  So, I guess I'll iron if my brother doesn't want to use the living area.  In that case, I may be back to do Twitter around 12:45 or 1:00.  I can have the hamburger later.

Hey, I have the living room!

Time to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I'm also gonna eat at least the 2 hot dogs.  So, I might be back in up to 1 1|2 hours but may take a shower and be back even later, will probably post if I do.

Hot Dogs

This is a step up.  As long as I eat healthy stuff.  I know hot dogs are not completely unhealthy.  I mean, people have them with dumplings and sauerkraut.  I use wheat|grain buns, though we've run out and I'm using sliced bread.  =D

I feel like I've stopped being interesting.

Calling My Grandma

Maybe, she wants to wait until I'm on a regular non-busy schedule to wait if I tell her I may not call every day.

Certain Situations Tax My Energy or "Tax My Nerves"

It was a hard week when I had the doctor appointments.  I should have gotten myself more sleep.  I should have known I'd be tired.  I know I will sleep for something this week, though.  I wonder how I will deal with sleeping for these appointments when I feel like just resting doing stuff on the computer and then waking up and going to sleep when it's done.

I wish I would have called.

I seriously went to the eye doctor 4 times in the past month.

I guess people aren't supposed to help me.

It's not really too late, but it didn't come to me to call.  We had such a good conversation last time I don't want to ruin it.

Well

So, I guess she wants me to call every day but only when I'm well.

I had just been thinking

I was grateful I felt like I looked better after talking to my grandma.  I felt okay at the eye place today.  I felt awkward on the phone earlier today, though.  I was doing a like business call.  I can't imagine people doing jobs like that.  It's funny they call to ask these kinds of questions.  I was just authorizing them to talk to my mom, though, I guess because she has a lot to do and wants to get it done rather than train me to know what she may know and I may have to ask her.

So, after I felt grateful about my grandma talking to me partly because I looked better, I lost a certain look.  I looked more like my father then, too, but it was also that I didn't look as detailed, after.

It's not too late to help me out.

Hard

Part of it is with her and in ways with others that I'm not so "funny."

I feel funny today.

...and I'm a "funny" person.

I guess I just am hungry.

I had a hard day yesterday, and my grandma apparently likes to talk to me when I've eaten and if I feel right enough.  She doesn't get mad if I don't call.  She gets what's going on.  I think she hopes I keep calling and don't have to tell her if I might not call.

Problem

That time I was up for 1 1|2 days and didn't eat most of that time, I called my grandma.  She was a little harsh about me not eating and asked if I'd ever do it again.  I said I didn't know but that I didn't like it.  For some reason, either from being awake too long or from talking to her, I looked different.  I know I lose my look if I get mad and that I look fatter if I don't jog for a day or so.  I know my nose felt different when I talked to her.  I kinda picture her affecting me and shocking me not to look like before.  I had recently started using contact lenses, and, for the 1st time, I looked so clear and detailed seeing my face without glasses.

Here's before, where I was just beginning to develop my look, which for some reason had been preserved, in ways from when I was 11 before leaving Florida:
Picture Video

Here's after:
Video Picture the Night Of Picture 2 Picture 3 Picture 4 Picture 5

The last 3 pictures look okay because I decided to start jogging again, too.  I mean, it seems like I just ricocheted, as always happens, with something to make up for what happened.  I'm also thinking I got my new look from my grandma talking to me, which is good.  Still, what kept coming up in my mind was that I lost my look for some reason but got a new one.  It's strange and makes me think my grandma did it because if it were just me I probably wouldn't be worried.  The night of, I think I still looked the same.

I think I'll have the chocolate milkshake now.