Weird

It's so weird that I want to be like an English girl, and I can't because I stop short when I realize my mom has European culture and learned the British accent.  Then, it's just like being it, but I'm not all it.  Even though she is Chinese-Indonesian with rich Dutch culture, it still is the same as like an Indian to an American.  People from out of America just have this certain way of being, but my dad is American so I say it with being pretty American.  :|