Trapped

I've lost a lot of desire in doing things.  I need to get my life together.  Partly, I'm letting my brother be in the house without me around, I think.  I'm okay with that.  I still have the freedom to ask my dad to take me places.  I'm just glad I'm home now.  I used to not wear makeup and nail polish, so I guess I'm a little tired from starting things like that.  I also was doing chores more for awhile, somehow.  Well, I know, though, there was just 1 day when I prepared all 3 meals.