I'm thinking of how I was a baby in front of my parents. I'm beginning to be more closed up. It's just a preference I have ingrained and am allowed to do.
I dunno... Maybe, I could be around people, but not like a whole lot anyway.
I just have private thoughts and feel awkward. Maybe, I should wait a little. I dunno. Life does go on, I know. I feel a bit disgusting. I feel very mixed. I feel like I'm not mixed right, but I was trying to. It's just that people kept getting in the way and making me feel funny. I got tired of putting in so much effort. I feel pushed to do things I shouldn't be pushed to do.
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