I seem to have cooled down since this morning in anger.

Well, not really anger full out.  I'm just excited about how my life is changing.  I just want to be on top of things as they should be.  I'm kinda hiding out.  It's hard to comprehend my situation.  I feel trapped.  It's just different with my brother around and anticipating calling my grandma back.  I like my brother around.  I think he thinks I'm weird, in a way.  He likes quiet time alone with my parents out in the living area.  I wonder why I feel funnier to eat supper.  I guess I should have been eating leftovers to begin with.