If I supposedly am so bad of a person ...

... to think a couple wanted me to call their 2-year-old daughter the "n" word online as an ice breaker ... I forget what I was gonna say.  Oh, what am I gonna do?  I think I'm dealing with my life and getting better all the time.  I feel so bad, though, but I forgot what I was trying to solve.  Ah.  I feel like I'm on some sort of a spree.